Oh look! Here I am!

You thought I'd forget to post today, didn't you? Well you were wrong. I totally remembered and now here I am. Neener-neener. So what if my sister had to send me a reminder-text-alert about 10 minutes ago..... That totally counts as not forgetting.

Anyway, for my second entry I've decided to write about..... uh,..... aaabbbouuuut.....



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Well Hell this is going to be harder than I thought, isn't it? I have no idea what to say and it's day two. This should be good. I guess I can start by telling you that I'm feeling a little better than I was a couple of weeks ago when I posted THIS entry. Not that the list of problems has been fixed or anything, but a few of them are on their way to improvement and that in itself is enough to lift my spirits. I think that day I really just needed to throw myself a little pity party and now that I've got all of it written down I can do a better job of tackling all of it.

The main problem is that I'm such a hopeless perfectionist. I have a certain idea of how something should be and if I can't make it exactly that way then I feel like I fail completely. That's also one of the reasons my posting here is so scarce. If I can't think of something awesome to write about I just won't write at all. If the entry isn't my idea of "Good Enough" I just decide to delete and try again later. Usually later just never comes.

But now, NaBloPoMo is here! There is no later, only today. I have to post today and every day. No Matter what. This is kind of exciting, isn't it? Shut up. It totally is.